Realized I was a faggot at 13, found out I was gay at 15. Been obsessed with licking and drinking from toilets/uirnals for the last 20 years, still experience an exstrem adrenaline rush. Been obsessed with licking dudes shoes last few years. I’m a cumdump piss drinker and care more about the needs of Dudes, over my own.
Realizing now that being forced is what suppresses the fear that holds me back as faggot.
Hoping to find the correct tools and education to become a better faggot in an Alpha Dudes world.